So I'm totally confused. A week ago, a friend of mine introduced me to this totally awesome guy. We'll call him...Aaron since that's his name. Anyway, he was weird, and all the rest of my friens hated him and were totally mean to him. Rude and nasty! I was completely amazed. I had never seen them act that way before. So he left, thinking that I would never talk to him again. He told me later he was completely surprised that I did. I came back to talk to him after everyone else went home. I knew there had to be something special about him. I could see it in his eyes. So I had to go back. ANyway we talked forever! And I gave him my number and he called me a couple days later. We talked for a few more hours. Then we went to a movie. But anyway, so when he called me, we talked for hours and hours about how we weren't really looking for relationships. I actually flat out told him that I just wanted to be friends...which was a total lie. Anyway, so I was totally crushing on him. So much so that my stomach hurt and everything. Which I must say is something that I rarely allow myself to do. I don't let myself fall for people because I am extremely afraid of commitment and getting hurt. So anyway, a few friends and I went bowling and then out to dinner at Denny's, Aaron's favorite hang out. Well, he was there. For about 6 of the 7 hours that I was there, he did not talk to me or look at me once. Finally, it was around 4:30 am, I decided to forget him and go home. Well, I had sprained both of my ankles (very minor...nothing too bad). ANd so I was limping to the door when he asked me if he could carry me to my car so I wouldn't have to walk. I said, "no, I'll be fine. But you can walk with me." So we were walking to the car and he just got down on his knees and tried to pick me up! But we both fell...So I walked to the car and he kept saying, "OMG I totally could have carried you if you hadn't been hopping around! And I would have looked all cool and chivalrous and everything. But no. You RUINED IT!" And I said, "So, would a hug help?" And I gave him a hug and he just stood there, with his arm around me, hand on my hip. THen he said, after about a minute, "I really want to kiss you right now." And we just kinda started kissing and didn't stop for over an hour! And clothes were coming off. ANd it was like major heavy. I told him that I am in fact a virgin and I am not really ready for sex yet. He told me that was fine. He didn't want me doing anything that I wasn't ready for.
Anyway, during this whole thing, we were talking. And I told him that I wasn't going to promise him anything. ANd he never asked me to be his girlfriend, but we both kinda conceided that we are now more than friends. So, now I'm kinda unsure as to how we're going to proceed from here. We're supposed to catch another movie this week sometime. But I dunno if we're going as friends or what. I'm kinda confused. Maybe I should talk to him. OMG he is amazing.